Fear of Failure

I've tried my best

dedicated to my 2 best friends


I've tried my best to let go of you, But I dont want to


I shouldnt love you but I want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you but I cant move
I cant look away


I shouldnt love you but I want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you but I cant move
I cant look away


And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop


Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I cant help it
I wont sit around, I cant let him win now
Thought you should know
Ive tried my best to let go of you
But I dont want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know


Its getting hard to be around you
Theres so much I cant say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way


And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop


This emptiness is killing me
And Im wondering why Ive waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
Im waiting here...been waiting here

.anonymous.