I love you, but I'm scared of having you.

I want to walk towards you,
And just love you.
But that's impossible because
Sins of the past have left
More scars then they healed.

So even though I love you
I can't be with you,
And even though your love is my drug
I have to stop this addiction before it starts.

And now my tears
Have turned to ink, and the
Tears that fall down on
Paper form these words,

I love you, but I'm scared of having you.